Jupiter, Saturn: The Social D's

TRUE STORIES-REAL CONSEQUENCES

Label Me if you want-

but nothing here is fake

Honest to God-I'm no Pollyanna!

After reading this blog, you'll soon learn that I was not just the typical rebellious child-

I was an extremely distraught and angry teen who got kicked out of my hometown high school for endless skipping, fighting and failing.

And in my first blog, I shared "the clean version" of my excommunication.

[You can go read my blog excerpt: "Christ Without Cliques".]

You'll also hear about the fact that I partied with skinheads for a time in the late 80s/early 90s while attending my second of three high schools.

WAIT-FIGHTING?!? SKINHEADS?!? YOU?.... A LIBRA?!

-Yes Me.

I was an extremely traumatized child turned angry teen.

PLEASE NOTE: I'm a Pluto-Sun.

This makes me a Scorpionic Libra.

Meaning- I was always the kid who read the social contract in the room better than the adults did and I refused to pretend it made sense. So I'm certainly NOT your typical "my fair lady" or "fair weathered friend" but I do have a deep love for the arts!

No AI was used in this blog BTW. I wrote it with few edits as well.

But I feel pretty confident that by the time you've completed reading this- you will have gained a better understanding as to how your social/societal views were formed early on because that's the role The Social D's play.

My prayer is that you also understand both the relevance and importance of Jupiter and Saturn in your chart in these times of social distortion and new beginnings.

In my old alma mater I was, what we GenXrs called a "headbanger"

I was the leader of a pack of heavy metal concert going, skin tight short skirt wearing, big haired groupies; only I refused to fully dress the part!

I mean, sure, I did the big hair and heavy eyeliner. But I opted for semi-tight jeans and band tees over the minis and tube tops. I thought to myself how ditzy my friends were to wear that shit. That gear ensured you'd get your ass kicked if a fight broke out!

Besides-how does one mosh in the pit in pretty high heels?! LOL

Funny thing is, at the time, I wasn't thinking about what the boys or girls thought about me, my style or my reputation. I was in pure survival mode and the music wasn't as much about the culture for me as it was something I'd emeshed myself within that felt like the perfect armor to bear the angst I felt inside towards authority itself.

Thrash Bands like Slayer, Motorhead, Metallica, Anthrax, Megadeath, Pantera, Iron Maiden and Dio won my personal play time.

While the Glam/Hair Bands were what my friends played in their car like Motley Crue, Ratt, Dokken, Twisted Sister, Poison, Skid Row.

Of course we all loved our hybrids like Ozzy and Guns N Roses.

This is very indicative of my Pluto/Saturnian societal position in my early teens/mid-80's:

TBT most the men in my life (including my birth father) had abused me in some way by this point and heavy metal lyrically and tonally became the perfect expression of how Saturn was training me to see ‘society’ as a teenager—what was allowed, what wasn’t, and who I had to be to survive.

I have Pluto-Sun exact at 4 degrees (the door degree).'

Both Pluto-Sun are positioned in my 9th house Placidus (10th whole sign)

What that feels like: “I experienced the world as corrupt authority and public judgment.”

Strict Task Master Saturn (6th Placidus/7th whole) squares my Sun-Pluto conjunction.

That made every relationship feel like a test, a job, or a sentence.

My second high school became a door to the punk world

I'd been transferred to a high school in the city my step-dad worked in. The principal of my original high school had told my parents that they'd tried everything they could to keep me from becoming a high school drop out. Nothing was working; I treated detention like a vacation, alternative school like a retreat and laughed at the threats that I'd be held back.

So, much to my despair, we'd make the 30 minute drive every morning to my new high school two cities away.

It took a loud mouth Gemini approximately 3 months of badgering before I made any new friends. Our first sleepover included me rolling my eyes at her giddy obsession with some dude. His name was written everywhere-on her folders, her mirror, and her hand everyday.

I didn't have a boyfriend. When she asked me if I left a boyfriend behind, I told a semi-truth; "Yup. Lots of boy friends." (friends who were boys I thought to myself)

At my old school, I was the "middleman" and "messenger". I wasn't quite girlie enough to be like my friends who hoped to wear their boyfriend's leather as a sign of ownership and the two guys I did date were the serious garage band types-one drummer/one lead guitarist-neither of which were on "The Girls'" radar until I showed interest. Dudes knew, "The Girls" put out. Vanessa was the go to for band vision and art. So I was more a respected comrade vs a reputational trophy. So I was the one who the chicks asked if a guy liked them and the chic the dudes told who they actually liked and who was just fresh meat.

Our second sleepover included attending a skinhead party where her crush would be. I was embarrassed FOR her-she followed this dude around like a lost puppy.

Upon entering the party-I instantly knew the "skinheads" were more about the philosophy and aesthetic than taking any violent actions against people of color; not that I'd hoped they would or were. (don't get me or my story twisted!) I just grew up with a biker father and hippie mother and immediately saw them as "wannabes" and a bunch of softies really.

And me walking into that party and instantly clocking the “wannabe” energy? Well that was already my personal moral code (Jupiter) vs an adopted ideology and all its rules (Saturn) at work.

The house was full of smoke, the smell of old spice in the air amidst a sea of shiny shaved heads and an occasional mohawk or two on chicks that I instantly knew as potential friends.

But the music is what caught my attention the most and still stands out to this day.

Social Distortion's "Story of My Life" was playing in the background. My friend shuffled off to gab, I was handed an O'douls by a skinny quiet dude with a white tee, red suspenders and black combat boots with red laces and I found my way to the sofa to sit and light up a Marlboro Red and listen to the rest of the lyrics to the song I'd walked in to.

"Life goes by so fast, You only want to do what you think is right, Close your eyes and then it's past, Story of my life"

And I was digging it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh8zcbC_Dcw

The next song I heard was by Black Flag

I'd not heard of the band before but hilariously, when the song "Rise Above" began blasting off the stereo-playing on the punk mix cassette tape; one of the HUGE skinheads got up on the coffee table and leaped off it, slamming into a brother. He had four bold vertical black lines painted on the back of his black flight jacket that was making him sweat profusely in the very crowed living room. Well that-and likely the bottle of vodka he had in his hand he was intermittently taking swigs from.

I immediately saw a correlation between this groups style of dance (I later learned was called slam dancing) and my familiar social heavy metal heads in mosh pits. Soooo, I allowed myself to slightly relax-laughing at their wild behavior-whilst paying close attention to the words of the next song on the playlist from my position on the couch.

It was basically three minutes of ‘this is all going too fast, I’m trying to be good, but I’m lost’ followed by two minutes of pure ‘you can’t control us, we’re going to rise above you.'

A few more lyrics from Rise Above by Black Flag minus the constant Rise Above chant

Jealous cowards who try to control

They distort what we say

Try and stop what we do

When they can't do it themselves

We are tired of your abuse

Try to stop us, it's no use

Society's arms of control

Think they're smart, can't think for themselves

Laugh at us behind our backs

I find satisfaction in what they lack

We're born with a chance

I am gonna have my chance

We are born with a chance

And I am gonna have my chance

As the music played, I encountered a new part of myself

In stark contrast to my former crowd that seemed to be all about who was the hottest chick or best musician, these guys were almost carelessly jovial and oddly unified.

I noticed a certain comradery that wasn't just about the music or bands-but the story the songs were telling and how they were expressing a shared meaning in the lyrics.

Now I still didn't feel like I belonged anywhere necessarily-but the mood was great!

That is, until the crowd began waning, I'd become completely wasted and a darker, more ominous conversation began amongst the guys sitting at the table playing poker.

I ended up overhearing it because my new friend had asked me to pull up a chair next to her where she was sitting as close as she could to her crush. (gross) But my vision was bad by this point, so I just sat in the chair she provided, and with one eye half-shut-listening.

That's when the Hitler talk began.

One of the skinheads mentioned something about "not being a pure race".

I was too drunk to recall what my Granddad had told me about Hitler and I wasn’t thinking in arguments or history anyway. It was just this bone-deep NO.

I recall looking at him in his dark brown eyes and saying,

"well your eyes tell me you're not pure and are full of SHIT!"

and that, ladies and gents....is where my position pivoted to purpose and my mastery became mayhem.

My friend said "OMG! WTH?" (and laughed anxiously)

Her crush busted out laughing (which evoked a jealous glare from my gal pal)

The buddy to his left slurred "ya know, she might have a point!"

And, what I suspected was the group leader, looked at me and said "I f*cking like her!"

BOY! Was I lucky these guys didn't jump me or WHAT? LOL

Sadly-I had been so self-nihilistic up until that point-they could have and I would've given them everything I had! (we'll talk personal planets later)

But this is very indicative of my Jupiter social position in my teens/late-80's/early 90's:

Honestly-my life had been so hard up to this point that I took everything wayyy tooo seriously! (with the exception of school) And this guy's beliefs were likely serious to him (at least he said it with conviction) I personally found the statement to be extremely erroneous and contrary. Although, at the time, I couldn't have explained how I knew this to be true. It's not like I'd researched genetics or actually paid attention in history class. I just KNEW!

Jupiter is retrograde in my 1st house Placidus (2nd whole).

Jupiter trines my Sun in the 9th house Placidus (10th whole).

Big Ol' Uncle Jupe squares my exact conjunction between Uranus/Mercury at 22 degrees (mastery degree) in my 9th house.

So to say I am Mouthy-is actually an understatement.

I have always been a snarky, quick-whitted, disruptor is putting it lightly!

What that feels like?

An itchy brain that only feels better when it's being honest.

A lightning rod standing in a field during a storm.

The person who says what everyone else is thinking but is too afraid to voice.

Refining a masterpiece through deconstruction.

Having an internal compass that points only toward 'The Future,' regardless of the current map.

THE SOCIAL/SOCIETAL D'S

Now let's look at the D's of the social/societal planets: JUPITER / SATURN

I say D for multiple reasons.

Not just the band Social Distortion I mentioned here but it's ties to the social/societal distortion we're witnessing today (as of May 2026) and it corresponds with how I have been teaching my adult kids astrology.

So I also used D because you can think of the personal planets as the elementary school or the "ABC's" of astrology.

In Mouthy's Mental Dictionary, it goes like this;

A) Sun/Moon...(our 2 illuminaries-outside/inside)

B) Mercury...(mind-mental-thinking)

C) Venus/Mars...(assertive/receptive)

Therefore,

D) Jupiter/Saturn...(social/societal)

FYI: IN SOCIAL CIRCLES/SOCIETAL DEALINGS-

Jupiter is the higher octave of Venus.

Saturn is the higher octave of Mars.

So in Mouthy's Visual Terms*;

....if Venus is what we personally receive/take-in, Jupiter gives it Magnification & Momentum socially.

*Visualize (V) for Venus being turned around as (M)orals/(M)orale in early life discoveries.

...if Mars is how we assert/put-out, Saturn makes sure it's Wise & Worthwhile over the long-haul societally.

*Visualize (M) for Mars getting sharpened into (W)atchfulness/(W)ords in early life displays.

As you learn & grow (Jupiter) you then mature & gather lessons (Saturn);

Jupiter is the planet that becomes the basis for Decisions through Deciphering meaning.

Saturn is the one that makes the final Determination then Delegates what to make (and when).

Always keep in mind that in Western astrology-

Jupiter rules the 9th house (ideals/philosophy, religion, higher knowledge/college, foreigners, foreign or long distance travel, foreign affairs-taking IN-social understanding)

Saturn rules the 10th house (contributions/reputation, legacy, body of work, career/clients-output-social status)

ME/WE-BACK TO THE D'S

With the wreckage of the old societal norms, now in our faces-

We are All automatically being "called to step up" in some way.

Socially/societally-it's quite the state of affairs as this social & societal distortion pits us in the position to "Begin Anew".

Heap on the already annoying topic of Artificial Intelligence that brought with it a language that is foreign to the vast majority and it wreaks of havoc and smells disasterous.

Especially being that every opportunist across the globe is now using it's "essence" as a threat to somehow try to "get ahead" or position themselves as the new Gov'na.

(can you feel my eyeroll?)

Nevermind the fact that when you use AI just once and see what it produces at lightening speed? -well suddenly, the once seemingly stable world, crashes along with all of the definitions that defined the world we'd become so comfortable within-no matter how much we hated it for not fitting in it!

I thought now, is a good of time as any, to share my views and my "basic D's" ;

that are actually what create social "norms" and societal constructs in the first place.

AND they are foundational for understanding how YOU formed your own moral watchdog and construct (or deconstruct) ideas to solve social/societal dilemmas.

Pretty important in these times-I'd say.

So on behalf of ME (and consequently WE)-

now is the part where I'd like to come full circle.

See...I've been studying astrology since 2017/2018.

Aside from the fact that for several years now, I've shared my yearly astral themes on FB, privately I've been trying to decipher where astrology lives within my work and how committed I am or will be to it.

It's been quite a mental balancing act being that I have a 9th house stellium (10th whole sign) that consists of Pluto-Sun, Moon, Uranus-Mercury (all in Libra) and so whatever I commit myself to, I always feel that must become a real Master at it because I carry that potential or impetus.

Being that I have spent my entire lifetime mastering receiving from Spirit alone without adopting any tools or letting other's philosophies stand in my way-it almost felt counter intuitive to now begin using a tool, listening to astrology teachers and take on such a quest.

Master Astrologer?

Wouldn't THAT take at least another 40 years that I may not have being 52 now?! Plus I've worked with people 1 to 1 for nearing 3 decades-becoming a sort of "jack of all trades" in the area of life coaching.

Not to mention the fact that I'm coming aboard the "astrology fate train" with tech that is the equivalent to the world's fastest operational train; the Shanghai Maglev in China.

Well, as I've written some about how my own early life foundational views of the world formed-something dawned on me whilst writing.

I never, not once, made one damn decision in my life by deciphering what was proper, popular or even propositional.

So today-I've determined (Saturn) that, no matter what comes from this;

it is for the sheer joy of learning (Jupiter) and sharing the benefits of astrology-that I even continued my education in astrology in the first place.

Now that may not seem like a big deal to others.

But it is a huge shift from my own personal norm.

IT IS the 'WHY' undergirding making more of a commitment to astrology in the long-term.

Worrying whether it works out for me professionally or not -just isn't how I am rolled or wired. It doing things how everyone else doesn't isn't how I got where I am today.

It's not like I "asked permission" to become a minister, a medium or anything else I've done.

In fact, the motto I've used to teach clients how to trick themselves into doing new things?

Is an actual LIVED TRUTH;

"I've never known how to do anything I've ever done-I just do it & see what happens next."

(you can borrow that-just put my name on it Mkay? -wink-wink. kiss-kiss)

Today just felt like the day to just say "F' IT! I'M GONNA GO FOR IT!!!" and BEGIN.

So, for me, this blog serves as my official start of me making astrology official in my work.

I think, in the bigger picture, it's a natural evolution for me to go from minister, to medium, to Mentor while striving for Master astrologer.

SO WHAT IS YOUR BIG WHY?

WHAT MEANS ENOUGH TO YOU TO JUST VENTURE OUT INTO UNKNOWN,

WALK INTO NEW ROOMS WITH NEW PEOPLE AND OWN THE ROOM YOUR WAY?

TRUTH BE TOLD- all new beginnings can be either uncomfortable AF OR as natural as you being YOU.

You have to decipher and decide the consequences!

But NEVER FORGET-

We all somehow survived the biggest DOOMSDAY Scam and potential threat to our future generations the world has ever seen.

(Sorta reminds me of my abusive beginnings.)

We witnessed how much media is willing to lie, be dismissive of it and how many simps are willing to hand over the reigns of their life- which, in all honestly-was probably the most terrifying part for me!

(Sorta reminiscent of my band friends and the groupies willing to bare it all-just sayin')

We've watched so called prestigious world leaders get "pants-ed" only to found out they put their pants legs on one-at-a-time (just like Us) and how disgustingly perverted (and unified) they actually are. Which many of us Truthers knew BUT it "normalized" them to an uncomfortable degree. And yet you STILL see young professional men with goo-goo eyes over these old farts! BIZARREEEEEE!

(You heard how I dealt with skinheads BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!)

And lately We've been experiencing a large Aries "I Am" stellium after a Saturn-Neptune conjunction brought everything to a strange grinding halt. At least We know, by the outer planets that new evolutionary changes are here to stay awhile, (for at least the next 20 yrs), that it's Generational and NO ONE IS GOING TO ESCAPE the need to redefine our worlds and what it means to be human in words and deed!

And why would We even want to escape NOW?

Unlike any other time in our lived existence...

THERE IS NO SOCIAL ORDER NOR SOCIETAL CONSTRAINTS! So WHY NOT do what you love under your own conditions, on your own terms?

SURELY you aren't going to let algorithms decipher, some rando podcaster say "when and how" or let THE COLLECTIVE MIND (AI) decide your direction when your divine architectural blueprint is available and your intuition is ON POINT!

Rrrrriiiiiight?!?!

LETS LOOK UP AND SEE WHAT'S

IN THE MIX

As I write from the archives of my Mouthy Memories,

to the best of my re-collection, tonight we have...

Sun Square Jupiter- 

Can lead to overconfidence, extravagance, or overextending your personal energy if you don't know your clear role, understand how you operate or have a good sense of timing.

Jupiter in Cancer is square Mars in Aries-

Creating a tension between your drive to act (Mars in Aries) and your desire for emotional security (Jupiter in Cancer)

Saturn in Aries is sextile Venus-

This supportive aspect (is from May 1-3 peaking today), helping to ground your identity in/among relationships and encourages creating realistic financial plans

The Moon is waning through Sagittarius (coming off the potent Scorpio Full Moon)

and has passed very close to the Fixed Star Antares tonight as I wrote this.

Antares is a potent fixed star known as "The Heart of The Scorpion" and

"Watcher of the West"

Its astrological influence-The Rival of Mars

Its name literally means "Anti-Ares" or "Rival of Mars"

Which speaks to it's brilliant red color and similar aggressive energy. 

GET THIS....

Traditional astrology classifies it as having the nature of Mars and Jupiter combined. (Jupiter square Mars)

This blend grants high ambition, broad-mindedness, and strategic ability, but can also a tendency toward rashness or destructiveness. 

Theme Overall: Intensity 

It is associated with extremes, including sudden success followed by a potential downfall if power is misused. It often signifies "the warrior spirit," military honors, and a "daredevil" personality. 

Theme Spiritually: Transformation 

Spiritually, Antares represents destruction and rebirth (much like the sign Scorpio), often acting as a portal for purging emotional baggage to reach a higher state of wisdom. 

The "Catastrophic Axis"

It sits directly opposite another Royal Star, Aldebaran (the Eye of the Bull).

Together, they form an axis often associated with major world events and intense political or personal conflicts. 

Antares in your personal chart:

In modern tropical astrology, Antares is located at approximately 9°51' Sagittarius.

If you have a planet or angle (like your Ascendant) within 1–2 degrees of this point,

you likely embody its intense, magnetic, and often revolutionary "phoenix" energy.

All of which is the likely reason why I felt comfortable to boldly share something socially regarding some malefic tales from my harsh formative years that most definitely shaped my personal view both socially and societally. I chose to take up some real estate on my own blog from my office marking a new beginning for putting out my unorthodox views on what I see occurring in society today.

All at the risk of someone thinking I'm straight up MAD!

And maybe I AM!

But God, I LOVE ASTROLOGY!

It's half past Midnight-signing off,